we are living the best dream on the worst day
thrust between exaggeration and infatuation
continually withdrawing and re-seeking

where i predict dissolving relationships
on a weekly basis, so don't finish words
until i can blame moodiness and circumstance

somethings are just outrageous
not coping mechanisms
but recklessness

life isn't going to get better than this
/she said

i don't want to close this window, but i don't want to open a door

• want to feel everything, but am much closer to nothing.
• life/death momentum conjured within the mind
• note to self's rub off your wrist, and
  
• the ink runs through unwritten words
• may just need a few things
• like a shopping list
• subject to relative scarcity