when posting beats real therapy.

that's me in the corner, that's me in the spotlight

NEW BLOG

and i lose it.
the thoughts, the pressed against my skin, the true first line of defence.

and i am lonely.
because there has never been someone who can process me, like lagged deja vu.

and i am tired
these dark circles are the one thing that doesn't revolve around you

and i am fading
as i lose weight and self-worth, with time under my belt

and i am bewildered
because i say i'm happy but i'm here

and i am faithless
depraved of a personal justice system, i falter

and i am lying
to the mirror, there is no magic

and it's all about me
because if i don't love myself, no one will.
if i don't talk to myself, no one will.
if i don't, no one will.

6 comments:

pooja said...

you write so well
love your blogs
love teh bit about the dark cirles not revolving around someone
and the last paragraphh
(Y)
thats alll i can think of saying
im so zoned outtt
i love you
take care
xo

&it'sdeeeeeeee. said...

last paragraph,
objection.
if you don't, i will.



tbc comment.

nayth_dan said...

YAAAAAY! Correction = INTACT SKIN! =p
And don't worry, it's just because you're slow =p
And i second what Dee said, If you don't, I still always will *hugs like near your school!

nayth_dan said...

OMG! I thought it was the old picture! But it's the new one! I was talking about the old one today actually! =p

nayth_dan said...

Oh wait... say wha? I thought it was new... But I guess not... <_<''

COULSON said...

hey kid
thanks for becoming a follower of my blog :)
your blog is quite the fancy type

ps. i swear i've heard about the 'how do you like your eggs' topic recently

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